Hiee guys 👋🏻

sorry actually 🫣

Many things happened my great grandma expired she was very close to me more than my grandmother 😞. I wasn't in right state then some family problems arrived 😭.

And I just lost everything when my own bestfriend of 16 years broke me completely 🥺.

I would like to share with you this cause for 2 months I was going through so much I felt as if everything was falling apart. I liked a guy (let's assume his name Rishi )he was a year older than me we knew each other since childhood as our families were pretty close friends but my friend didn't liked him she would always tell me how bad he is and I deserve someone better he and I were in same college so used to go and come together as his father suggested. We became very close during that time and he would flirt with me whenever he got a chance. She wasn't happy about me being close to him well she never liked the guys whom I liked. I never understood the reason behind it and whenever I asked her she would say I care for u and today's boy's are very bad blah blah blah my exams ended Rishi and our couple of friends from college went on a one day trip we had fun Rishi and I took pictures together we had became very close by that time as we used to talk daily on chat he would sometimes visit my place if he didn't like food prepared in his house.

After few days my great grandmas health became critical and everyone was tensed my friend came to visit me and looked sad so I asked her what happened she dinied at first then showed me screenshot of Rishi and her chats where he mentioned that he liked her and found her pretty and I used to be clingy and was headache to him everywhere following him etc. i tried to call him but he wasn't picking up my calls and had removed me from everywhere. I didn't understand anything I again read the chats and saw it wasn't his original insta account I found it fishy so wanted to confront him but she stopped me giving thousands reasons and swears. My great grandma was also very sick and within few days expired this matter slipped out of my mind as I wasn't in right state.

It was on teraviin day when I saw Rishi after everyone left and only few people were present he came to my room and asked how was I etc. i just gave him short answers didn't had the energy or mood to talk to him. He sighed and was about to go when he said take care of yourself it's not that good to take stress after ABORTION. After hearing this I was shocked and asked him who's abortion he was talkin about he said myyy abortion that I had just aborted few days backkk. I lost it and asked him was he out of mind who told him he said that my friend told him that I had a casual relationship with one of our old classmate and we had sex and I had gotten pregnant so I aborted it all happened during the time when my grandmother was admitted. Like seriously I had one boyfriend i we just kissed for few times I am a virgin bahiii what was going onnnn then I remembered about what my friend told me about him messaging herr I showed him screenshots which I took from her phone without telling her and he said he never texted herrr it was her who had texted him on the story he posted of our picture together he showed me the chats where she was saying that we both look good together and she was happy to know that even after knowing my past he was close to meee like what the fuck myyy pasttt when did I ever had a pasttt.....

He asked her what past so she started her drama that if I haven't told him then she should not interfer etc 🫩 he forced her so she told him that I don't like serious relationships much and have been physically involved with many people and last time I got pregnant because of this and aborted the child with pill likeeee whennnn the fuck did thisss happend whatttt wasss she talking about i wasn't able to believe ittt. We were friends from playgroup she wasss my bestfriend likeeee seriously what was wrong with her. She even said told him that I was becoming close to him cause I liked few of his friends who were hot. I literally used to call most of his friends bhai. I just lost my temper and asked him if he would take me to her house and Rishi agreed instantly as he also got to know she was lying to both of us he told me he was angry cause he started liking me and after hearing i was going close to him because of his friends he didn't wanted to talk to me. We went to her house I barged in her mother was present I didn't said anything and went straight to her room she looked at me and was a bit shocked to see me and I just slapped herrrr right their. Her mother came asking me what happened I told her what her daughter Did spreading false rumours about meee.

Her daughter dinied it so I showed her screenshots and then I showed her photos of her daughter and boyfriends whom she was dating i kept them cause had asked me to keep them as her father was strict and would check her phone so she had sent me pictures her mother saw them and slapped her infront of me I asked her never to show me her face again otherwise I would show them to her dad as well.

We left from their Rishi asked for forgiveness. I wasn't in right state and asked him to give me some time. .....

Everything just happened in a few day's spam i wasn't able to think properly in between all this I had completely forgotten about the book and trying to gather myself. Just yesterday I opened my mail and found stocks email that I had 1.6 k followers I opened my account yesterday and saw ur comments how u all were waiting for updates I am soo sorry guys it was just life wasn't great for mee past 2 3 months.

But after knowing so many of u want to read my story and liked it so much I felt sooooo happy I didn't talked with anyone nor friend or family this is the first time I am opening up to you guyssss....

I'll start writing from today itself and try update regularly hope u guys keep supporting meeee 🥰 and I told you all this not to gain any sort sympathy or anything else I just wanted to share all of this with someone and start everything fresh.

I wanted to thank all those who have been with me from the starting of this book and all those who Waited for the update commenting asking if I was ok thank you alll sooo sooo much.

I'll try to give my best and bring more stories for u guys loveee uuuuu 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Thank you 😊 ✨💝